Its been a few months since I've last written on my blog....But I wan't inspired to write for some reason....But I thought I'd share my thoughts, since its also therapeutic.
First off, I have to thank God for every opportunity that I've been blessed with....
Now....
I've been goin' hard on music this whole last month of April and through the present. I won't say for who, but I've been praying for a situation like this ever since I made up in my mind that I was going to be a producer. This could potentially help boost my career, and get me to the next level.
I spent everyday for almost 4 wks, 12(+) hrs a day crafting researching and gearing my mind to do some dope shit. I put everything I had into it. Soul and my heart. I know that if I got to meet this particular artist, he could understand where Im coming from as a musician/producer. And hopefully that will happen.
I refined my plans, and Im looking forward to following through step-by-step to reach my goals.
It seems I get looked over quite often. It seems that others move ahead before me in this business. And it seems like I jinx myself by talking about the things/projects/artists I work with, b/c I end up not making their albums...But I know that Im not the only one going through it all. And I know that God did not bring me this far to leave me stranded. And I know that even if I don't make this project, its not the end of the world. And I also know that life continues, and so does my grind!! I've never been as hungry as I am now. Im so close to it that I can't help myself sometimes of being filled with a sense of overwhelming assurance and joy. I get excited when I dream. I can see it all so clearly.
But I have to continue to trust in God, pray, always get better, and to will myself into accomplishing my goals.
I put EVERYTHING i had into it, and I will continue to do so with every other opportunity in my life. Like I always say; What's for them is theirs...and what's for me is mine...So Keep counting your own blessings and stay on your own path...You're on God's time
